A Void

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A sense of void, 
Fills up my mind. 
Of hope, My soul is devoid, 
Crushed by the grind. 

I feel myself in a vacuum, 
My thoughts so stale. 
Am I set for doom,
What holds in my tale?

A life so plain, 
You it does feel the pain. 
A book so colorless, 
All I feel is needlessly hapless. 

With a baggage of fancies and whim, 
I float in my shapeless dreams.
To be realised never ever, 
More elusive than a pimpernel.  

Will the sun rise over the horizon, 
Or set before a dawn bright?
The thoughts color my eyes crimson, 
Set my psyche in a fright. 

Should I let go of my frail soul, 
Should I hold on in the raging tsunami?
How can I calm my dark ghoul,
The answers are hidden within me.  

It is a void,
It will be fulfilled.
I wish to cease being an android,
My soul will be healed.
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Mind In a Void

P.S. For the last few days, feeling of emptiness have been strong. The void is talking, and talking aloud. My mind is empty and disturbed. 

Why is there a void? What do I do to fulfill the void? Questions are many. Answers are few. I seek answers from myself, but don't have any responses. Indeed, my mind is an extremely sorry state.