An Ugly Mind

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Possessed with an ugly mind,
It made me blind.
It left me maligned,
If only I could rewind.

A whirl of madness,
Sucked me and drowned me.
Devoid of any virtues, I wandered around aimless,
Lost in the present was a hopeless me.

Didn't I have a dark heart?
From my soul, love didn't ever depart.
Didn't I have black thoughts?
My life was covered with grime blots.

Without any remorse,
Without any shame.
Demons were my inspirational source,
My vices did they inflame.

A devil that I was,
I broke multiple unsaid laws.
My psyche was abound with filthy views,
If there is anyone, I have myself to accuse.

Exorcise my sinister thoughts,
Dig a dagger thtough my heart distraught.
Cleanse my soul, Release my monster captive,
Make the world a better place to live.
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An Ugly Mind

P.S. When the mind is ugly, bouts of remorse are most frequent. I possess one such mind. And in such moments of self-reproach and deep regret, I  hold my hands on my head. 

P.S.2 Sorry Shruti Hassan for using your picture for a dark topic.