Fear of a New Hair Colorist & Crankiness Galore

Friends!!!

I am in such a bind. My hair colorist is leaving her salon!!!!





When I heard the news I seriously almost fainted. What am I going to do without her? I trust no other hair colorist and being blonde, it's even harder to find someone that can get the blonde right! I like pale, ashy, white-ish blonde and I finally had a colorist that could do it and she's leaving!!!!!!! I'm devestated beyond anything.

They gave me names of other people that I can go to but it's not the same and I'm super stressed about starting out with a new girl. This girl doesn't know my hair, doesn't know what I like and most of all, is someone that is a brand new colorist. I mean, they gave me names of other colorists that I can see, but I don't know, this brand new girl says on her bio that she works mostly with blonde tones, which I guess is her specialty. AHHHHHHHH, what am I going to do?

I'm due for a color touch up at the beginning of May. I have been stressing about this everyday. I'm a wreck. For this kind of thing I wish I was a brunette. It would be a lot easier! I'm just so picky with my blonde. Also, my old colorist colored my hair where it wasn't wrecking it too much. I had the worst hair before I met her and now it's finally starting to get healthier and now I'm scared to let anyone else touch my hair. I'm going to be cringing when I go in,  I know it.. lol

I mean, I guess it can't be that bad because it's color. It's not like I'm going to get it cut and they cut it too short. I know I'm overreacting but I can't help it. I'm going to miss her and her color techniques.

Has anyone gone through this? Comment below or visit my formspring page at www.formspring.com/colbyavery and tell me what I should do.

Does anyone know of someone who is amazing with blondes around the GTA???

On a side note, I just had the worst fight with BF.



Some things we can never agree on. I hung up on him because I was so mad...lol.. I know, I'm probably overreacting, but being a girl, sometimes I can't help it. I know he just shakes his head at me but I can't help the way I feel sometimes. I know that I'm in the wrong with this fight but because I'm already in a cranky mood, I pretty much was looking for reasons to start a fight and because we live together, it's easiest to start a fight with him....lol...Whatevsss... I will deal with that later on when I talk to him, right now, I need some cooling off time to myself. I just have been having a bad day today. I'm really tired so that may have something to do with it, plus I already started the day cranky, I might as well finish it that way.

On a brighter note. I have to comment on my newest foundation from Laura Mericer. I love it!!! It is exactly what I'm looking for. It doesn't make my face cakey looking and also it gives a more natural, matte look. I use a damp make up sponge and blend the foundation over my face. I'm not using a lot and it doesn't look heavy so I'm going to continue using the damp sponge because I really don't want to be using my greasy fingers to blend it on my face. The color is a little darker than my face is,  but it matches the color of my body because I always self tan so it's awesome. I'm also not breaking out with this foundation. I find my bronzer and blush go on nicely and I don't need any powder, just a little to touch up during the day but that's it. Normally with powder foundation, I would touch up like every hour, with this, maybe just once a day. It's awesome and I'm in love!!! It also stays put and I find I finish an 8 hour shift at work and it still looks great.



Oh and btw, the VS self tanner is the most perfect color. I noticed last night when I put on a bit of a darker color the other day and it's more bronzed. It's not orange!!! As much as I am loving my beachy tan right now, I'm actually really excited to try and go a bit darker. I think I'm hooked!!! Before you know it, I'm going to be so dark that all you will see is my eye balls...lol

Ok, well looks like I better go have some dinner, my belly is hungry. Last night I cooked a roast, yams and asparagus, so today I brought some for lunch. I also brought a yummy lemon ginseng green tea to have and some vanilla yogurt with cranberry and almond ceral to mix in it for a snack. soooooo good!

Hope you all have a better night than I am. I know this isn't anywhere close to a beauty post but I feel like sometimes a girl's gotta vent! If anyone has a good way of dealing with stress or bad fights, comment below or tell me on formspring.

Breathe Mel... Breath..

See you tomorrow :)

Lots of love,
xoxo

Mel